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My kids really had a good times yesterday. All school stuffs purchased already and they are ready to start their new school year. Looking at the smiling and happy faces shown by them, I remember those days during my childhood. My parents couldn't affort to buy new things every year, normally I just used whatever I had last year. I'm not lucky as much as my children have nowadays. My husband keep advising my children to improve their score since my daughter will take her UPSR this year and my eldest son need to prepare for his PMR next year.

I really hope that they listened to what his said and be better person in the future. Normally parents willing to sacrifice a lot of things to their children and sometimes our children just couldn't understand the real meaning behind all the advices given. As a parents, we just need to provide the best to our children and let them understand that this life is about to choose between bad and good, worst and better, rich and poor and etc. Do our level best to give support and guidance so that they will choose the best for their life

School is opening soon. Oh my God, I've got a lot of things to do. My youngest son is growing bigger, I mean he's became fatter after coming back from Sarawak with his Grandma ( his uncle called him 'Insang' just because of he has flabby skin at his back, I think that's funny).

This means I have to buy new uniform, shoes and other stuffs. Today we are going to find those things. I hope it's not to late to find it now since stock left might be not many. I love to do my shopping but when come to buy things like school stuffs, I'll feel like going to SPA afterwards because of the energy that I've to put in is more than usual.

Anyway, whatever it is, all the things I do today is for the benefit of my children. I hope they will see it as an encouragement for them to excel in their study. I got to go now, my hubby and kids already making noise because of I'm still sticking with my laptop. Until next time, I might share my shopping experience with my kids later.

Being a mother without my kids around really thought me somethings. I felt the emptiness and loneliness, the feeling was indescribable.

When i saw them yesterday, my life started cherish with love and happiness, the feeling was overwhelming and awesome. I smiled all the way, my mood was great and everything seems to be alright. That's funny when your kids can make your life miserable. Well, I'm also a child to my parents, I guess their feeling also the same when they knew that their daughter will be leaving them to be with other person, I mean when I got married.

Well that is life circle that we have to face in our life. Just be nice to your parents, love them as much as u want your children to love you when you are older. I will pray hard for my children safety and success. I just hope my children will love me as much I love them.

I never know that love can make us feel differently. I got married to a lovely man on 21st April, 1995. I guess that was love at a first sight and for both of us our love is a first love. I just knew that he is the one that will make me happy for the rest of my life.

I was so greatful that he has thought me a lot of thing especially in nuturing our love. He is a very soft spoken man and sometimes can be very romantic. I just loves him the way he is and hope he will love me forever and until death do us apart.

At the age of 22 years old, I got my eldest son, Tengku Danish Mirza. He was born when I'm still studying at UUM, if I'm not mistaken when I were in second year. Being young mother has thought me a lot of patient and financial management. I'm glad that the experience has helped me a lot in working out my financial management. Well, I'm still learning on managing my temper.

I've faced a lot of obstacles in managing our marriage especially when we have to carry a very big responsibility. By the age of 27 years, we already have 3 beautiful kids. Our financial doesn't really good during that time and we have to seek assistance from my father in law. What a great father he is. I'm so thankful that he had helped us a lot during that time. The only things that i regretted until now was my previous attitude towards my parents in law. I don't love them as much as I love my own parents. Anyway, that was past story, I had apologized to them but I don't really have the courage to mention which part that I'm sorry for. As Muslim, I've done my obligation to ask for a forgiveness. Alhamdulillah.

Looking to the people that closer to me and I love today which are my husband, Tengku Sharimi, my eldest son, Tengku Danish Mirza, my the only daughter, Tengku Nurul Qistina and my youngest son, Tengku Danish Muhaimin, I would say that they really bring joys and happiness in my life. I wish this love will remain forever and they never stop saying I love u Sayang or I love u Ibu because they are loves in my life.