Thursday, January 28, 2010

Today I attended a briefing on the Organization Climate Survey (OCS) for TNB. The result had shown a very interesting findings. The speaker was Hj. Adam from Sage as the consultation company. I saw many familiar faces over there and took sometimes to chat with most of them. I even managed to congratulate my ex boss for his coming wedding, if I'm not mistaken is on 12th Feb 2010 at Masjid Putrajaya. I hope his future wife will be his soul mate and make him happy for the rest of his life. 


I guess most of you wonder why my title is climax. That is because the word I heard most today is climax. What does it means? According to dictionary.com, it means the highest or most intense point in the development or resolution of something; culmination: or (in a dramatic or literary work) a decisive moment that is of maximum intensity or is a major turning point in a plot. This definition doesn't include 'climate' word.


I guess TNB management has put a lot of effort to get facts and figures to ensure whatever plan and development they going to execute is reasonable and have added value. I just hope, all the bosses will be given with soft skills because the employees will feel free to express their idea and thought. If the leadership skill is improved, TNB will be best organisation soon. 


By the end of the briefing, I felt my stomach cramped and immediately I felt uncomfortable. I'm tried my best to behave normally and then walked slowly to my car. Unfortunately, my parking area was quite far from the ballroom. I've called office to take 1/2day because I don't think that I can reach there by 12. I drove my car to Hospital Serdang, not to get treatment but to meet my sister and seek help from her. She gave me a pain killer pills and said that her study reached its climax when she got the highest marks in her presentation. I'm blinked my eyes to her, and said " Climax again ". 


I reached home about 3pm and my pain felt a bit better. Before I switch on my laptop, my son gave me a women magazine and on it's cover written " Climax for Women ". I don't want to elaborate further the meaning of this statement.    I switched on my laptop and signed up Yahoo Messenger and all of sudden, my U friend text me and shared something. And again I heard the same word. Because of that, I declared today, 28 January 2010 is the climax day for this month. Do your best to reach climax in your life...love u

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Listening to the oldies song today, Sad Movies (make me cry) by Sue Thompson made me recall the sad thing happened to my friend recently. What makes women cry?. Normally women has a soft heart, very sensitive but still can pretend like nothing happens. 


Recently, my friend got to know that his husband having affairs. She tried to pretend like nothing happen but as a friend, I knew she has something in her mind and started asking her. Surprisingly, she told me that her husband has someone else, younger than her. Oh God, why man couldn't be loyal to such a good wife like her. I felt so sad for her but what can I do to help her?. 


I just pray to Allah that she will be strong to face this situation and I hope her husband realizes that he is going to lose someone special. Before she left, I managed to advice her to be strong, patience to face the biggest test in her life and to let her know that I will always be here as her friend and can be her shoulder to cry on. 


I just hope she's going to be fine and this test will be over soon. I would like to express and remind all the men out there, you better watch out, women nowadays wouldn't easily fall and cry because of you. Once you hurt them, 1000 times they will be stronger and better. If you have any intention to hurt them, you better think, not twice but 1000 times because whatever the stupid things that you do today, only will destroy you someday. Big Mistake Men!


Note ; To my dearest friend, don't worry, you will be fine. He doesn't deserve to have you and please don't blame yourself for whatever he did. I know you will be happier soon. If you want to cry today, yes you can cry but remember there is always a hope, happier and brighter future awaits for you tomorrow.
Take care and be strong. Love U.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

When I drafting this text, I'm really felt guilty to myself. I just wonder what made me opened up the old story that I've kept for a long times to someone. I'm not a person who loves to share story about others. I would rather tell story about myself, my family, friends and a little bit of dirty jokes that I used to share with my BFF. Sorry Mas. I hope I won't do that again. 


Talking about secret, I know everyone has their own secret that they wish it won't be revealed especially the secret that will tarnish their pride, image and reputation. As for me, I have a few secret that I just keep it to myself. I believe if you know or hear other people secret and story, you better keep it to yourself. If tell other people it might bring more harm to your life. 


As Taurean women who just loves to be happy and live in peaceful environment, I really hope my friend who knew about the secret that I've revealed today, please keep it to yourself. I think I've shared the story to you today just to release my pain that I've kept for a long times. I'm just an ordinary human that couldn't accept all the gossip that people thrown to me and I'm not a person who will fight back. I just live it to Allah to determine my destiny and may Allah bless my journey of life and let me be the better person always. 


I wish my circle of friends that I've today, consist of the people with high level of trust, love and care and I hope they won't hurt my feeling since once you betray my trust, I won't trust you anymore for the rest of my life. So, please and please be my best friend forever (BFF). XOXO!!! Gossip Girl...


Please listen to this song sung by adorable women, Anna Ternheim about My Secret 



Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Am I FAT?

Lately, I always went out to get my breakfast and lunch. My recent selection  was quite heavy, I took something like Fried Bee Hoon, Fried Rice and those fried things. Yuew, I know that kind of foods was not good, however  I just couldn't stop my appetite. I guess that is because I'm on treatment for chronic urticaria. http://www.patient.co.uk/health/Chronic-Urticaria.htm


Let not talk much about Urticaria, I more concern about my weight, it's keep increasing. Oh my God, I just couldn't stand anymore. My pants and blouses are tight and I looked like "Sarung Nangka". What happened to me? I have to finish what I've started (I quoted this statement from the Big Loser program). I need to motivate myself, oh gosh, it really tough.   


Normally my son will grumbling about my weight but lately he's just ignore me. Wonder why? I guess my hubby already reminded him not to say a thing or he's already tired keep reminding his Mummy to reduce my weight. Okay, I will set the target, by tomorrow I will do my best to stop eating unhealthy food. Promise? Emmm...well we will see.


Sunday, January 10, 2010

As usual every Saturday we enjoyed our family day. Since yesterday I have to attend Bowling Tournament so my hubby decided to take his off today. I cooked Fried Mee in the morning and about 2pm we went to the Curve. Well, I think that is the best place to spend with my family because there are many places to shop, eat and window shopping. 


Our never miss location definitely IKEA, not for shopping but more for eating. Normally, I always find way to attract my hubby attention by grumbling or sulking over small things. Sometimes he likes it and sometimes not. However, I think that makes our relationship stronger. I know my hubby loves me so much and accept me as what I am. So I've tested, teased and shared jokes with him again. I hope in his mind I will remain as young as first time he met me, loves me with my dirty jokes and sexiness that couldn't be compared with other women. Wow, that such a big wishes.  


He did mention about my new hobby, taking photo every places we went. I told him, that is good hobby because of if one day, death do us apart then he will always remember me when he read my blog. He said he don't know my blog address, well I know deeply inside his heart, he doesn't want to lose me so soon. Well, again God knows everything. I will always love you Abang till death do us apart. 

Saturday, January 9, 2010




Luckily Ena text me about 7.30am and I rushed to take a bath and get ready to fetch Ena at in front of Crystal Plaza. We arrived at Mines Shopping Complex about 9am, unfortunately the Organizer yet to arrived. This is the typical Malay attitude need to be replaced if we want to be a successful company.

Myself and Ena starving waited for our breakfast and again our luck not so good since they only served us a piece of curry puff and mini burger. Since both of us quite patience, we waited for our colleague to arrive. The games started about 10.10am with Women & Men Trio Group. The women Trio from TNBF represented by Ida Nazlida, Jalilah and myself. We just played, laughed, supported each other without any intention to win since our company comprises only 50 people so the changes to win quite slim (that is what we thought).

The games ended about 5.15pm and surprisingly we won 3 categories and brought back 7 presents and medals. We so happy about it but sad to say that our MD already went back since he got personal thing to do. This is we called Women's power, I believe with this kind of attitude carry by all the personnel in TNBF, we will be the excellence company globally, well we never know that one day TNBF might lead by a woman. Pray hard for it!


Friday, January 8, 2010

Today myself, Ainul and Ena decided to have our lunch at Brisik Restaurant located at Jaya 1, PJ. Most probably, we are so tired eating at canteen and Crystal Plaza area, so we want to try something new. Thanks to Ainul for her creative and marvelous idea.

We really enjoyed our ladies time together and a lot laugh and funny story we shared during our short lunch. We ordered Thailand Rice Fried Beef & Avacado (Avokad) drink for me, Fried Kuey Teow & Avokad for Ainul and Tomyam Fried Be Hoon & Kedondong Asam Boi for Ena.

The side order that came together as a package are Sagu Gula Melaka and a choice of Kerabu Mangga or Gado-gado. I choose Kerabu Manga, the food was good even though the price is quite high. The total cost for 3 of us was about RM85. It's okay because we really happy with the environment offered by this restaurant. I hope one day I can bring my family to enjoy the food in here.

Ainul already made a plan to go to Tea House one day. So, just wait and see what that restaurant can offer us. We back to the office about 2.20pm and we still share the laugh with other officemates. Thanks Ainul for introducing us to such a nice place and brought us back with a full stomach.

Oh! just to share the naughties thing I did because so stressed out with my outstanding works, I teased Abang Misai before he rushed to go back by telling him that his pant was unzip and he got really shocked, then after I laugh of laugh after managed tease him with my joke. Now I felt guilty for the thing that I have done to him. Sorry Abang Misai, I won't do the same joke to you again in the future....LOL

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