CintaMas

I always thought that I could write better when I'm happy. Normally, I will always visualized love and happy ending story and drawn the plots and story layout for my novel. Well, not many people knows that I love writing. I started with this hobby since school days and I think I should spend more time to polish my talent. Who knows I might be one of the famous author one day, just like Judith Mc Naught. However, sadly to say that the novel never been produced in the market because I don't have the courage to publish it yet. And nobody could give me that courage until today.


As for me, I'm always in mood to write something when I am happy. But sometimes, when I'm sad, I think I could write better because I can express my feeling and thought. Like tonight, I'm pissed off with someone that I would rather not to mention name here. He simply blamed me over things that he already knew and decided. It's okay if you just want to express you dissatisfaction but again, you won't know that you might hurt others people feeling due to something that they not even do. Nobody perfect, either you or me. But before we blame other people, we should ask ourself, if we are at their position, are we going to act better than that? Or am I right to scold them over something that already discussed and agreed. Am I good enough compared to other people?


Well, it's easy to say but hard to practice. I think I should apply more empathy concept when come to managing people. What you give is what you get. Maybe not today and tomorrow but later, you might be at their position when you don't manage it properly. 


By the way, it is time for reviewing back my blog, I've started it in December 2009, every month I posted my story here and I stop for short while in April, now I'm back. I hope I could be more consistent after this. Oh yeah!, I've good news to share here. Finally, I received my promotion letter today. Thank You Allah for blessing me with this rezeki, Thank You to my family, bosses and friend who has supported me all the while. Alhamdulillah. Thanks and Love u all

The statement is so meaningful and important to be understood by people who wants to have more friends in their life.You should never ask someone to be your friend while standing in their space and not paying attention to what is going on in their life. A real friend will notice when there is turmoil and chaos - without the words being spoken - and reach out a hand to help. 

A real friend is someone to be cherished and loved, someone you hold dear, someone you naturally find yourself protecting, someone you will drop everything for to help. A friend is someone who cares so much about your well-being that they will never ask you for anything. They won't have to.

A friend never borrows large sums of money. A friend would never sell you their old vehicle or their house. The person you marry should be your best friend. A real friend will always say "I'm sorry" when they have hurt or disappointed you. 

Thanks to MD for his effort in introducing Toastmaster Club in TNBF. At first, we were reluctant to join the session due to many stupid reason. Now, we are really enjoy every session and couldn't wait to hear impromptu topics from the funniest ever friends I have in TNBF. 


Each of us were required to participate and surprisingly most of us impatiently volunteering themselves to be next speaker. It was a great session. Even though, our grammatical still becomes the first issue but we have tremendous improvement in term of public speaking. Those who comes to TNBF will be impressed with our confidence level. You come here, then u will know how great we are.


However, our Toastmaster last session will be held in March, when think about it, I feel sad, because we won't have a special session like this again to share our story, interest and funniest sentences. I hope my boss will consider to extend the session even though without PQM's presence. I'm going to miss those names like J, Ain, Jibak, Bro, Naz, Sihin, Nasa, Bob, Fa, Jas, Icesha, S, Puru and others. And as for myself I was known as Mas, Mummy and recently I used Emm (this name I purposely used to arouse my friends)... hahaha...just being naughty with them to spice up our life.


Toastmaster session always makes us toasted but yet still sweet and memorable to each of us! I love Toastmaster session. 

Today I attended a briefing on the Organization Climate Survey (OCS) for TNB. The result had shown a very interesting findings. The speaker was Hj. Adam from Sage as the consultation company. I saw many familiar faces over there and took sometimes to chat with most of them. I even managed to congratulate my ex boss for his coming wedding, if I'm not mistaken is on 12th Feb 2010 at Masjid Putrajaya. I hope his future wife will be his soul mate and make him happy for the rest of his life. 


I guess most of you wonder why my title is climax. That is because the word I heard most today is climax. What does it means? According to dictionary.com, it means the highest or most intense point in the development or resolution of something; culmination: or (in a dramatic or literary work) a decisive moment that is of maximum intensity or is a major turning point in a plot. This definition doesn't include 'climate' word.


I guess TNB management has put a lot of effort to get facts and figures to ensure whatever plan and development they going to execute is reasonable and have added value. I just hope, all the bosses will be given with soft skills because the employees will feel free to express their idea and thought. If the leadership skill is improved, TNB will be best organisation soon. 


By the end of the briefing, I felt my stomach cramped and immediately I felt uncomfortable. I'm tried my best to behave normally and then walked slowly to my car. Unfortunately, my parking area was quite far from the ballroom. I've called office to take 1/2day because I don't think that I can reach there by 12. I drove my car to Hospital Serdang, not to get treatment but to meet my sister and seek help from her. She gave me a pain killer pills and said that her study reached its climax when she got the highest marks in her presentation. I'm blinked my eyes to her, and said " Climax again ". 


I reached home about 3pm and my pain felt a bit better. Before I switch on my laptop, my son gave me a women magazine and on it's cover written " Climax for Women ". I don't want to elaborate further the meaning of this statement.    I switched on my laptop and signed up Yahoo Messenger and all of sudden, my U friend text me and shared something. And again I heard the same word. Because of that, I declared today, 28 January 2010 is the climax day for this month. Do your best to reach climax in your life...love u

Listening to the oldies song today, Sad Movies (make me cry) by Sue Thompson made me recall the sad thing happened to my friend recently. What makes women cry?. Normally women has a soft heart, very sensitive but still can pretend like nothing happens. 


Recently, my friend got to know that his husband having affairs. She tried to pretend like nothing happen but as a friend, I knew she has something in her mind and started asking her. Surprisingly, she told me that her husband has someone else, younger than her. Oh God, why man couldn't be loyal to such a good wife like her. I felt so sad for her but what can I do to help her?. 


I just pray to Allah that she will be strong to face this situation and I hope her husband realizes that he is going to lose someone special. Before she left, I managed to advice her to be strong, patience to face the biggest test in her life and to let her know that I will always be here as her friend and can be her shoulder to cry on. 


I just hope she's going to be fine and this test will be over soon. I would like to express and remind all the men out there, you better watch out, women nowadays wouldn't easily fall and cry because of you. Once you hurt them, 1000 times they will be stronger and better. If you have any intention to hurt them, you better think, not twice but 1000 times because whatever the stupid things that you do today, only will destroy you someday. Big Mistake Men!


Note ; To my dearest friend, don't worry, you will be fine. He doesn't deserve to have you and please don't blame yourself for whatever he did. I know you will be happier soon. If you want to cry today, yes you can cry but remember there is always a hope, happier and brighter future awaits for you tomorrow.
Take care and be strong. Love U.

Today myself, Ainul and Ena decided to have our lunch at Brisik Restaurant located at Jaya 1, PJ. Most probably, we are so tired eating at canteen and Crystal Plaza area, so we want to try something new. Thanks to Ainul for her creative and marvelous idea.

We really enjoyed our ladies time together and a lot laugh and funny story we shared during our short lunch. We ordered Thailand Rice Fried Beef & Avacado (Avokad) drink for me, Fried Kuey Teow & Avokad for Ainul and Tomyam Fried Be Hoon & Kedondong Asam Boi for Ena.

The side order that came together as a package are Sagu Gula Melaka and a choice of Kerabu Mangga or Gado-gado. I choose Kerabu Manga, the food was good even though the price is quite high. The total cost for 3 of us was about RM85. It's okay because we really happy with the environment offered by this restaurant. I hope one day I can bring my family to enjoy the food in here.

Ainul already made a plan to go to Tea House one day. So, just wait and see what that restaurant can offer us. We back to the office about 2.20pm and we still share the laugh with other officemates. Thanks Ainul for introducing us to such a nice place and brought us back with a full stomach.

Oh! just to share the naughties thing I did because so stressed out with my outstanding works, I teased Abang Misai before he rushed to go back by telling him that his pant was unzip and he got really shocked, then after I laugh of laugh after managed tease him with my joke. Now I felt guilty for the thing that I have done to him. Sorry Abang Misai, I won't do the same joke to you again in the future....LOL